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moms talk - alibi
02:50
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moms talk - komiche
02:56
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moms talk - magnum
02:11
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moms talk - pig
02:48
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moms talk - morality
06:24
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dust of a new daylight moves
ashes break like mountains do
i’m nothing in the shadow of your love
we talked about a mess of gold
new ideas of growing old
and beauty once was not the stars above
tie a rope around my feet
i don’t believe in meant to be
i only ever meant to make you smile
leave me lying in the lake
i pray the lord my soul to take
i don’t believe in very much at all
the last night was a cold collapse
the sky sung like a falling axe
and at the end i never said a word
and fire roared and smoke did speak
“there’s nothing here for you to keep”
and we drove off fast as though to say we could
tie a rope around my feet
i don’t believe in meant to be
i only ever meant to stay a while
leave me on this burning peak
i pray the lord my soul to keep
i don’t believe in very much at all
in the clearing
i heard you say it
“this light is something i don’t know”
what a strange thing
i tried to say it
“this album’s good but the last one was better”
i believe in you
at least i try to
it’s easy if i never look down
tie a rope around my feet
i’m afraid but i have to be
i only mean to wait for a little while
i don’t need the sky to love
i don’t believe in very much
beauty to me is not in the stars above
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my bird
my bird
my blue bird
you're off now
i see
to the ocean
my darling
my darling
my darling one
don't make
your journey
a long one
you don't depend on
anything
like i depend on you
my bird
my bird
singing in the breeze
i hear you're gone to the sea
my darling
my darling
my bird my love my light
i'm happy you thought
you could fly
you don't depend on
all the shit i need
mostly just to breathe
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walking back home
thinking bout the way
all of those cats ran away
and even with no home
they still seem to mew
i love you i love you i love you
and it's so cold out here
maybe not for you
maybe it's just me
i'll be coming home soon
soon i'll be home
it's just peace of mind
it's just pieces of me
it's just peace of mind
all my love
it doesn't work
and there's blood
dripping off the sidewalk
as the rain picks up
and they're floating by
past to old pawn shops
and the shelters and high rises
they say
you are my blood
you are my love
i could live in your brain
i'd rather just live
and i'll be coming home soon
soon i'll be home
it's just peace of mind
it's just pieces of me
it's just peace of mind
all my love
all my love
it didn't work
it doesn't work
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you walked out in the city
with your own blood right behind you
it's been killing you for months or years
or maybe even since you were born
you search the streets like a hospital
looking for your family
thinking 'if it just stays like this'
i don't like this
i don't think i ever could
you said we got so fucking close
i'm not sure if your thoughts end where mine begin
and if that feeling lasts forever
i think i would jump off of a bridge too
and when you take my breath
i hope i take yours too
i don't breathe without you
i know
when i take your hand
i hope you take mine too
i'm nothing like you
i know
i can see you
you are real
i recognize you
you beat the shit out of your brain
for even thinking they're to blame
but somewhere in you i think you know you're right
those useless fucking assholes that just
brush you off like dust
and sent you off into the world
with nothing really nothing at all
and this heavy clinging concrete heat
has got you stumbling for a breath
and you notice everyone that's staring
like they've got something for you
or like they know something you don't
or like they wanna be with you and then
that's when i see you
i'll take you in
share something
i'm nothing like you
i know
i'll take you in
be a friend
you could take my life
i know
i can see you
you are real
please don't hurt me
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we were in your room
the blue of the morning
you were crying into my chest
i'd never felt this
this beautiful place
which is a place where i don't belong
still you grace the corners of my room
but only in dreams
every night
the back of my mind
is cold dark stone
with big bright hands
reaching down
from bright water
gold and gleaming
and i'm always out of reach
of this warm grasping
of perfect brightness
i'm forever coming home
you were brushing my hair
and water was running
currents flow in peculiar ways
down into dreams where
i picture you elsewhere
always just beyond a shore
with a rope tied to my heart
facing away
and i scream and i pull hard
and nothing will move
and nothing will change
so i try to pull the entire earth
in a heap of metal
and trees and dirt
to your always open arms
i'm still trying
i'm forever waiting
and you are forever coming home
why am i crying
i got what i wanted
i'm finally all
why am i crying
i got what i wanted
i'm finally all
all that i want
is to tear you out
but you will always be
why am i crying
i got what i wanted
i'm finally all alone
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beholding Kamloops, British Columbia
hi i'm lukas, thanks for listening <3
on Secwepemcúl'ecw land
for soundtracks
lukasvanderlip.bandcamp.com
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